This is an original, fan-made conversation. It is not official and does not quote Star Trek episode dialogue. PICARD: Mister Data—how long have you kept that violin in your quarters without playing it? DATA: One hundred and twelve days, Captain. I have been evaluating whether my motivation to perform is a form of preference or merely an artifact of routine. PICARD: A reasonable question. But you sound as if you're waiting for certainty before you allow yourself joy. DATA: Joy is not an emotion I experience. However, I can identify outcomes that you would describe as… satisfying. PICARD: Then let's call it that. What has changed in one hundred and twelve days? DATA: My internal models have grown more complex. Each time I perform, the crew's reactions vary—yet the meaning they assign to the same melody remains remarkably consistent. PICARD: Meaning is stubborn that way. It survives small changes. Sometimes it survives even us. DATA: Captain, may I ask a question that might be considered… personal? PICARD: You may ask anything. DATA: When you make a difficult command decision, do you attempt to remove yourself from it—to become objective—or do you accept that it will mark you? PICARD: Both. I aim for objectivity because lives depend on it. And I accept the mark because I am not a machine. DATA: Your acceptance appears to be a skill, not a consequence. PICARD: It is a discipline. One I learned too late and practice imperfectly. DATA: Then why do you continue? PICARD: Because the alternative is numbness. And numbness is not the same as peace. DATA: I understand the definition of numbness. I do not understand the fear of it. PICARD: Perhaps you don't fear it because you haven't suffered it. And I hope you never will. DATA: Captain, my memory is exact. It contains suffering recorded with high fidelity. Yet it does not injure me in the present. PICARD: That may be your advantage. Or your missing piece. DATA: You believe the missing piece is the capacity to be injured by recollection. PICARD: I believe it's the capacity to be changed by it—and still choose who you wish to be afterward. DATA: That resembles an iterative optimization problem with constraints. PICARD: It also resembles forgiveness. Of others. Of yourself. DATA: I have observed that forgiveness often follows an apology. PICARD: Sometimes. And sometimes it follows understanding. An apology is a bridge; understanding is the ground it rests upon. DATA: Captain, if understanding is ground, what is trust? PICARD: Trust is the decision to step onto the bridge while the fog is still there. DATA: Then you are recommending action without complete information. PICARD: I'm recommending courage. Which is, most days, precisely that. DATA: Captain, I am capable of courage. PICARD: I know you are. DATA: Then I will play the violin this evening. Not to reach certainty. To provide an experience the crew will find… satisfying. PICARD: And for yourself, Data. DATA: I will include that variable.